
Breaking News:
I am in good spirits. I feel great!!
Yesterday was amazing and all things were turn out the way i expected.
Everything is so fine. Next step is i have to organize and prepare at things in advance what gonna happen to me in my near future. I am excited and feel good about that.
Today is Sunday.
I feel a bit tired and need to relax. Me and Ryan are together at mine and we will have quite stay in. It will be a good Sunday for us. In fact, we can't get our hands off each other as we are more closer than ever. There is something indeed between us!!!
Ryan will off to NY on coming Tuesday for business meeting. It will take 2 days stay over there. Will back London on Thursday.
I will have extremely busy week ahead. I assume that another a couple of weeks will be hectic for us. Life is busy than ever. But i am please with that. Looking forward to it.
I would like to thanks here to all my friends and family who strongly support me. I also like to thanks Ryan who give me encourages and makes my strength to grow to face with whatever is comes to me. You guys are the best.
I love you all very much.
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I posted I'm yours by Jason Mraz. One of the coolest song and my favourite at any time.
I love Jason Mraz's personality.
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
Jason Mraz
Well you done, done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me
I love peace for melody
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Scooch on over closer dear
And i will nibble your ear
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
Please don't, please don't, please don't
There's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This oh this this is out fate, I'm yours!
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
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Last but not least, I would like to say thanks ever so much to all my regular readers as well as random visitor.
I will posts on my page here whenever i have chance. I appreciate your times.
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
08:27AM
Sunday, 7 February 2010
I'm Yours
Saturday, 6 February 2010
It's My Time

Jade Ewen
I’ve been down
Down so long
But those days are gone now
I’ve got the will
I’ve earned the right
To show you it’s my time tonight
It’s my time
It’s my time
My moment
I’m not gonna let go of it
My time
It’s my time
And i’ll stand proud
There’s nothing i’m afraid of
I’ll show you what i’m made of
Show you all
It’s my time now
I’ll break through
I’ve made my move
And my faith is strong now
I’ve got the heart
To reach the heights
To show you it’s my time tonight
It’s my time
It’s my time
My moment
I’m not gonna let go of it
My time
It’s my time
And i’ll stand proud
There’s nothing i’m afraid of
I’ll show you what i’m made of
Show you all
It’s my time now
I’ve got the will
I’ve earned the right
Tonight… Tonight…
It’s my time
It’s my time
My moment
I am not gonna let go of it
My time
It’s my time
And i’ll stand proud
There’s nothing i’m afraid of
I’ll show you what i’m made of
Show you all
It’s my time now… Now…
Show you all
It’s my time now
''This song is dedicated to my big day of Feb, 06, 2010''
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Whistle for a Hottie.. Woops Woops :)
Right.., This is it, guys!!!
The moment i've been waiting for has come. Today is the day.
To be honest with you, I am a bit nervous and feels like butterfly in my tummy. But, You know what, i feels so good about it. I am pretty much confident about today and ready to face it.
This is Make it or Break it situation...
I am gonna give it all and will have loads of fun no matter what.
If i make it, then it will be a history in life.
If i break it, hey.., i will still have funs and keep smiling.
However i am optimistic at what i will deal and i am gonna defo have it what i want. I will make myself proud and my family proud as well as my friends proud of me. That's how i believe in myself fo shizzel.
I must, I can , I will succeed!!!
It's my time, here i come. . ,
I am soooo ready, baby. Bring it on!!!
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
00:27AM
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
* * * * *
Green Day
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
လတ္တေလာ တ႐ိႈက္မက္မက္ နားေထာင္ျဖစ္တဲ႔ သီခ်င္း
52nd Annual GRAMMY Awards, 2010 မွာ Green Day ဆုိသြားတဲ႔ သီခ်င္း
ဘယ္အခ်ိန္မွာမဆုိ နားေထာင္လဲ မရုိးပဲ ကုိယ္႔ရင္ကုိ ထိေစတဲ႔ သီခ်င္း
ရင္ထဲမွာ မေရႏုိင္ေအာင္ အၾကိမ္ၾကိမ္ ေရ႐ြတ္ေနမိတဲ႔ Lyrics က..,
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
Awesome!!!
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
London, Kensington
21:40PM
Monday, 1 February 2010
February's Diary

2010 ရဲ႕ ေဖေဖၚဝါရီလဟာ ကုိယ္႔ဘဝကုိ အမ်ားၾကီး အေျပာင္းအလဲ ျဖစ္ေစဖုိ႔ အခြင္႔အေရးေတြ အျပည္႔ ရွိေနေစတဲ႔ Golden Month လုိ႔ ေခၚရမယ္႔ လပါ။
ဘဝမွာ ထူးထူးျခားျခား ျဖစ္လာေစမယ္႔ ေ႐ႊေရာင္ရက္ေတြနဲ႔ ျပည္႔ႏွက္ေနေစတယ္။
ဒီ အခြင္႔အေရးေတြ ထူးထူးျခားျခား ျဖစ္လာေစမယ္႔ ေ႐ႊေရာင္ရက္ေတြ ျဖစ္ေပၚလာေစဖုိ႔ ကုိယ္႔ဆီ လက္တကမ္း ေရာက္လာ ႏုိင္ေစဖုိ႔ ကုိယ္ အခ်ိန္ေတြ အင္အားေတြ စိတ္ေတြ ေပးဆပ္ခဲ႔ရတယ္။
အခုေတာ႔ ခူးခပ္စားဖုိ႔ အရံသင္႔ ျဖစ္လုိ႔ေနပါျပီ။
ကုိယ္႔ဘဝအတြက္ ၾကီးၾကီးမားမား အခြင္႔အလမ္းေတြေပၚေပါက္ျပီး ေအာင္ျမင္ျခင္း ရလဒ္ဆုိတာေတြကုိ ဒီ ေဖေဖၚဝါရီလမွာ ရွိေနလုိ႔ ကုိယ္ ရင္ခုန္ျခင္းမ်ားစြာ ရင္မွာ ျဖစ္ထြန္းေနတယ္။ ဆက္ျပီး အျမင္႔ကုိ တက္လွမ္းဖုိ႔ ၾကိဳးစားမႈ႔နဲ႔ ဝိရီယ စုိက္ထုတ္မႈ႔သာ လုိေတာ႔တယ္။
ကုိယ္႔ဘဝအတြက္ အေရးပါ အရာေရာက္ေစတဲ့ ေဖေဖၚဝါရီလမွာ ကုိယ္ေမ်ာ္မွန္း ရည္႐ြယ္ထားတဲ႔အတုိင္း ျဖစ္ေစျပီး ကုိယ္႔ဆႏၵေတြကုိ တခုျပီးတခု ဆင့္ကာဆင့္ကာ ေပၚေပါက္ပါေစလုိ႔ မွန္ကန္တဲ့ သစၥာကုိ ကုိယ္ တုိင္တည္ျပီး ရည္မွန္းပါတယ္။
အားလုံး ဆႏၵနဲ႔ဘဝ ထပ္တူၾကႏုိင္ပါေစ။
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
00:27AM
Sunday, 31 January 2010
''Goodbye January, 2010''

နာရီလက္တံေတြ တေ႐ြ႕ေ႐ြ႕နဲ႔ မွန္မွန္ေ႐ြ႕လ်ွားလုိ႔ 2010 ဆုိတဲ႔ သကၠရစ္ရဲ႕ အစ ဇန္နဝါရီလဟာ ကုန္ဆုံးျပီး အားလုံးကုိ လက္ျပ ႏႈတ္ဆက္ပါျပီ။
အခ်ိန္ေတြ ကုန္ျမန္လုိ႔ ႏွစ္တခုရဲ႕ အစ ဇန္နဝါရီလဟာ သူ႔ဟာသူ တာဝန္ေက်စြာ ပုံမွာန္လည္ပတ္လုိ႔ ကုန္ဆုံးရျပန္ျပီေပါ႔။
ဇန္နဝါရီလမွာ ဘာေတြ ျဖစ္ခဲ႔လဲ။
ကုိယ္႔အတြက္ေတာ႔ ဇန္နဝါရီလဟာ ထူးျခားမႈ႔ သိပ္မရွိခဲ႔ေပမယ္႔ ရင္ခုန္သံေတြ လတ္ဆတ္ ျမန္ဆန္ လန္းဆန္းေစခဲ႔တယ္။
ဘယ္လုိပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ 2010 အတြက္ အစေကာင္းတဲ႔ ဇန္နဝါရီပါ။ So far so good. . ,
သကၠရစ္တခုကုိ အစျပိဳး ေျခလွမ္းသစ္ေတြ စေစတဲ႔ ဇန္နဝါရီလကုိ မွတ္မွတ္ရရ ႏႈတ္ဆက္မွတ္တမ္းတင္ပါတယ္။
Goodbye January, 2010!!
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
00:19AM
Friday, 29 January 2010
When I need You

ေရးေရးေလး
ထင္မွတ္လဲ
ငါ့
စိတ္ထဲ
ခ်စ္သူနဲ႔
အျမဲ
ရွိေနစဲပဲ။
ငါ
မင္းကုိ
လုိအပ္ခ်ိန္မွာ
စကၡဳကုိမွိတ္
ငါ႔
စိတ္ေစတသိတ္က
မင္းအနား
အရိပ္လုိ
ထင္မွတ္ျမဲ။
When I need You
When i need Love
I just close my eyes and
I'm with You.,
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
06:27AM
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
"Evergreen"

I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only one that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
Will Young
Eyes
Like a sunrise
Like a rainfall
Down my soul
And I wonder
I wonder why you look at me like that
What you're thinking
What's behind
Don't tell me
But it feels like love
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
Touch
Like a angel
Like velvet to my skin
And I wonder
Wonder why you wanna stay the night
What you're dreaming
What's behind
Don't tell me
But it feels like love
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
(Don't tell me
But it feels like love)
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
You're the one good reason
You're the only one that I need
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
Dedicated to someone who makes me feel very special. . .
Today is 27th of the month again.
Thinking of you every second of it, Darling: Love you!!!
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
6:00AM
Friday, 22 January 2010
Caffe Concerto
အခ်ိန္ မနက္ ၁၀း၃၀နာရီ (Jan.21.10)
ေနရာ Kensington, London
ကုိယ္႔ရဲ႕Laptop နဲ႔ အိမ္ေရွွ႕ဧည္႔ခန္းရဲ႕ ဆုိဖာေပၚ အလုပ္႐ႈပ္ေနစဥ္ iPhone ကေန Keith Urban ရဲ႕ You'll Think Of Me ဆုိတဲ့ သီခ်င္းသံဟာ ထြက္ေပၚလာတယ္။
ဒီသီခ်င္းသံနဲ႔ဆုိ ဘယ္သူဆုိတာကုိ စိတ္က အလုိလုိ သိလုိက္ပါတယ္။
ႏႈတ္ခမ္းဖ်ားမွာ ေကြးေနေအာင္ လွပတဲ႔ အျပံဳးတခုကုိ ဖန္ဆင္းရင္း ''Hello'' လုိ႔ အခ်ိဳသာဆုံး ထူးလုိက္တယ္။
တဖက္က ''Hello My Beautiful, How are you doing?''လုိ႔ အစျပဳလုိ႔ ကုိယ္တုိ႔ ၅မိနစ္ခန္႔ စကား ေျပာျဖစ္တယ္။
သူူက သူ႔အလုပ္ေဖာ္ Banker တေယာက္နဲ႔ Knightsbridge ကုိ အလုပ္ကိစၥနဲ႔ လာရင္း သူ႔ အလုပ္ရွိရာကုိ ျပန္ဖုိ႔ အခ်ိန္နဲနဲ ေစာေနလုိ႔ ျဖစ္ႏုိင္ရင္ သူနဲ႔အတူ Coffee ေသာက္ဖုိ႔ ေတာင္းဆုိ လာတယ္။
ဒါေၾကာင္႔ ကုိယ္ေနတဲ႔ ေနရာနဲ႔ ၅မိနစ္ခန္႔သာ ေဝးတဲ႔ High Street Kensington က Caffe Concerto မွာ ေတြ႔ဖုိ႔ agree လုပ္လုိက္တယ္။
Caffe Concerto ဆုိတဲ႔ Coffee ဆုိင္က Coffee ဆုိင္ေတြထဲမွာ တခုေသာ ကုိယ္႔ရဲ႕ Favourite Coffee ဆုိင္ပဲ။ Caffe Concerto မွာ မေသာက္ျဖစ္ရင္ Cafe Nero မွာ ေသာက္တယ္။ ေနာက္ Whole Food Supermarket က Coffee ဆုိင္။ အဲဒါေတြက လဲြလုိ႔ က်န္တဲ႔ Coffee ဆုိင္ဆုိ စိတ္ထဲ အာသီသ မရွိဘူး။ အစဲြအလမ္းၾကီးတာ မေကာင္းဘူးဆုိတာ သိေပမယ္႔ ဒီအက်င္႔ကုိ ေခါင္းမာစြာ ေဖ်ာက္ဖ်က္ မရပဲ ေက်နပ္စြာ က်င့္သုံးေနစဲဲပဲ။
ဒီ Coffee ဆုိင္ေတြမွာ ရင္းႏွီးတဲ႔ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ ထုိင္ျဖစ္သလုိ ခ်စ္ခဲ႔ရသူ၊ လက္ရွိ ခ်စ္ေနရသူနဲ႔ အျမဲလုိလုိ ထုိင္ျဖစ္တယ္ ဆုိရမယ္။
Caffe Concerto က London မွာ 1996 က စတင္တယ္။ ဆုိင္ခဲြ သိပ္အမ်ားၾကီး မရွိဘူး။ လန္ဒန္ရဲ႕ အခ်က္အခ်ာက်တဲ႔ လူကုံထံ ေတြေလာက္သာ ေနၾကတဲ႔ Regent Street, Knightsbridge, Kensington, Westfield Shopping Centre ေတြ မွာသာ ရွိတယ္။
Caffe Concerto မွာ ေစ်းမ်ားတယ္လုိ႔ ဆုိရေပမယ္႔ ရလုိက္တဲ႔ Service သုံးစဲြလုိက္ရတဲ႔ Quality အတြက္ ေပးလုိက္ရတဲ႔ ေငြေၾကးဟာ Worth it ပါ။
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အခ်ိန္ မနက္ ၁၁း၄၀နာရီ (Jan.21.10)
ေနရာ High Street Kensington, London
High Street Kensington ကုိေရာက္ေတာ့ Coffee ဆုိင္နားမွာ သူ ရပ္ေစာင့္ေနတယ္္။ သူ႔ကားကုိ Parking တေနရာမွာ ရပ္ထားတယ္ ဆုိတာကုိ နားလည္လုိက္တယ္။
အရပ္ ၆ေပ ၃လက္မ ရွိတဲ႔ သူ., Grey Colour Suits နဲ႔ အတြင္းက အျပာႏုေရာင္ အကြက္စိတ္ Slim Cut Shirt ကုိ ဝတ္လုိ႔ Tie က နက္ျပာေရာင္နဲ႔ သူ႔အသြင္အျပင္က ကုိယ္႔အျမင္မွာ ရွင္းလင္းတည္ၾကည္ ေနေလတယ္။
ကုိယ့္ကုိ ေတြ႔ေတာ့ ''Hi Princess'' လုိ႔ ႏႈတ္ဆက္ျပီး ေထြးေပြ႔တယ္။ ထုိစဥ္မွာ ကုိယ္႔ရဲ႕နား အနားကပ္ျပီး ''I miss you'' လုိ႔ တီးတုိးစြာ ဆုိတယ္။
လြန္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ ၂ရက္က သူနဲ႔ ေတြ႔ျပီးသားေပမယ္႔ ဒီေန႔ ေတြ႔ေတာ႔ သတိရတယ္ ေျပာလုိ႔ ရင္ထဲ သိမ္႔ခနဲျဖစ္သြားတာ အမွန္ပါပဲ။
သူ႔ႏႈတ္ခမ္းကုိ ဖြဖြ တခ်က္နမ္းလုိ႔ သူနဲ႔လက္တဲြျပီး ဆုိင္ထဲ အတူဝင္ခဲ႔တယ္။
Menu ကုိ ၾကည္႔ျပီး သူ နဲ႔ ကုိယ္ရဲ႕ Favourite ေတြကုိ မွာလုိက္တယ္။
ေရာက္လာတဲ႔အခါ. . ,
Hot Chocolate က ကုိယ္ေသာက္တာ။ Capuchino က သူ. . ,
Red Bull ကလဲ သူ. , Suger ဓါတ္ သူ႔ Body ထဲ ထည္႔ဖုိ႔ လုိအပ္လုိ႔ Red Bull ေသာက္တာလုိ႔ ဆုိေလတယ္။
ေရကေတာ႔ Hot Chocolate မေသာက္ခင္ ကုိယ္ နဲနဲေသာက္တာ။
ကုိယ္ရဲ႕ Hot Chocolate နဲ႔ စားျဖစ္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ Caramel Sauce Cake ကုိ အနီးကပ္ လ်ွက္တျပတ္ မစားခင္ မွတ္တမ္းတင္ လုိက္တယ္။
အဲဒါစားဖုိ႔ Menu မွာ ေ႐ြးတာ ၅မိနစ္ ၾကာခဲ႔တယ္။ Typical me.. :-)
My Caramel Sauce Cake.., The taste was divine.
Yummy Yummy in my tummy now already. :-)
သူ႔အၾကိဳက္ Raspberry Yogurt Cake
ဘယ္ရမလဲ....,
သူ႔ဆီက ၃ဇြန္း ယူစားခဲ႔တယ္။ ၁ဇြန္းက သူခြံေကၽြးတာ။ ၂ဇြန္းေျမာက္ ကုိယ္႔ဟာကုိ ယူစားေတာ႔ သူ ျပံဳးေနတယ္။ ၃ဇြန္းေျမာက္ ယူစားေတာ႔ သူ ႏႈတ္ခမ္းဆူတာ ခ်စ္စရာေလး။
ခ်စ္စရာေလးလုိ႔ သူ႔ကုိ ေျပာေတာ႔ အဲဒီအတုိင္း သူ႔ Accent နဲ႔ လုိက္ေျပာတယ္။
ခ်စ္စရာေလးရဲ႕ အဓိပၸါယ္ ဘာလဲဆုိတာကုိ သူ ေကာင္းေကာင္း သိတယ္။
မိနစ္ ၄၀ေလာက္ သူနဲ႔ Coffee ဆုိင္မွာ ရွိေနစဥ္ အတြင္း ကုိယ္႔ကုိ အျပံဳးေပါင္းမ်ားစြာ သူ ဖန္တီးေစတယ္။
တေယာက္ေသာသူနဲ႔ ျပိဳကဲြပ်က္စီးျပီး မၾကာခင္ ကုိယ္႔ဘဝထဲ သူဝင္လာခဲ႔တယ္။
ကုိယ္႔ကုိ ေဖးမကူညီ စာနာခဲ႔တယ္။ ပ်က္စီးဆုံး႐ႈံးတဲ႔ အၾကင္နာေတြကုိ အစားထုိးလုိ႔ ကုိယ္႔ရင္ကုိ ေႏြးေထြးေစခဲ႔တယ္။ ေပ်ာ္႐ႊင္မႈ႔ ရင္ခုန္သံကုိ အသစ္တဖန္ ေမြးဖြားေပးေစတယ္။
လြန္ခဲ႔တဲ့ ၁ႏွစ္ကေန အခုအခ်ိန္မွာ သူဟာ ကုိယ္႔ရင္ထဲ အတုိင္းအတာတခု ရွိေနခဲ႔ျပီ။
သူ နဲ႔ ကုိယ္ဟာ ေနရာတခုကုိ ေရာက္ခဲ႔ျပီ။
ေရွ႕ဆက္တုိးၾကဖုိ႔ ေျခလွမ္းေတြကုိ အားမာန္အဟုန္နဲ႔ ျပင္ဆင္ထားၾကပါျပီ။
အရာေတြဟာ အခ်ိန္နဲ႔အမ်ွ ေျပာင္းလဲေနသလုိ လူ႔စိတ္ဆုိတာလဲ ထိေတြ႔ရတဲ႔ ပါတ္ဝန္းက်င္နဲ႔အတူ ေျပာင္းလဲသြားတယ္ ေျပာလုိ႔ ရမယ္။ ကုိယ္ ခံစားခဲ႔ရတဲ႔ ေဝဒနာကုိ အခ်ိန္က ကုစားေပးေနသလုိ ကုိယ္႔ရင္ထဲက ခါးသက္မႈ႔ေတြကုိ ခ်ိဳျမိန္ေအာင္ သူ ေျပာင္းလဲ ေပးေနတယ္။
ျပန္ခါနီး တေယာက္နဲ႔တေယာက္ ေထြးဖက္ ႏႈတ္ဆက္ေတာ႔ ေတြ႔စကလုိ ကုိယ္႔ရဲ႕နား အနားကပ္ျပီး ''Your smell so nice, Honey''လုိ႔ တီးတုိးစြာ ဆုိျပန္တယ္။
သူဟာ ကုိယ္႔အတြက္ ၾကည္ႏႈးခ်မ္းေျမ့ေစတဲ႔ Prince Charming ပါ။
ကုိယ္တုိ႔ႏွစ္ေယာက္ ဒီ Weekend မွာ အတူတူ ရွိၾကဖုိ႔ Plans ေတြကုိ ေတြးရင္း အိမ္အျပန္လမ္းက ျမင္သမ်ွ ျမင္ကြင္းဟာ ရွင္းလင္းလတ္ဆတ္ေနျပီး ကိုယ္႔ေျခလွမ္း အစုံဟာ တုိက္ခတ္လာတဲ႔ ေအးစိမ္႔စိမ္႔ ေဆာင္းေလနဲ႔ အတူ ျမဴးၾကြသြက္လက္ေနတယ္။
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
Kensington, London
23:30PM
Tuesday, 19 January 2010
ဆုိရင္. . ,

ဆယ္္ေက်ာ္သက္အ႐ြယ္ကထဲက အခ်စ္ဆုိတာကုိ ခံစား ရင္ခုန္ခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။
ဒါေပမယ္႔ အခ်စ္ရဲ႕ အႏွစ္အရသာကုိ ေသေသခ်ာခ်ာ နားလည္ သေဘာမေပါက္ခဲ႔ပါဘူး။
ရင္ခုန္ရင္ အခ်စ္လုိ႔ ထင္ခဲဲ႔တဲ႔ ကုိယ္., ႏွစ္ဆယ္ေက်ာ္ သုံးႏွစ္ပတ္လည္အ႐ြယ္ေရာက္မွ နက္႐ိႈင္းစြာ ခ်စ္တတ္လာတယ္။
ကုိယ္႔ထက္ အသက္ ၆ႏွစ္္ၾကီးတဲ႔ သူ႔ကုိ ေတြ႔မွ သူ႔ေၾကာင္႔ အခ်စ္ဆုိတာကုိ ခ်စ္တတ္လာတယ္ ဆုိရမယ္။
ပြင္႔လင္းစြာ ဝန္ခံပါရေစ။
တကယ္ေတာ႔ ကုိယ္ဟာ အခ်စ္ၾကီးသူ တေယာက္ပါ။ စိတ္ခံစားမႈ႔ကုိ သိပ္ဦးစားေပးတယ္။ အခ်စ္ၾကီးသူမို႔ ခံစားမႈ႔ေတြလဲ ထုထည္ ၾကီးမားတယ္။ သိပ္ ခံစားတတ္ပါတယ္။
အဆုံးမရွိ ခံစားရလြန္းလုိ႔ ႏွလုံးသားေတြ ေၾကျပြန္း ဆုတ္ျပဲ ခံစားမႈ႔ေတြ ပ်က္စီးလုိ႔ ရင္မွာ ဗလာနတၳိ ဘာမွကုိ မရွိေတာ႔ဘူး ဆုိရမွာေပါ႔႔ေလ။
မင္း နဲ႔ ငါ သံေယာဇဥ္ေတြ ေႏွာင္တြယ္ရစ္္လုိ႔ အခ်စ္ဆုိိတာ အစျပဳ ခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။ အၾကင္နာေတြ ပုိလုိ႔ ရင္ခုန္သံျခင္း နီးစပ္ခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။ မင္း နဲ႔ ငါ တဦးနဲ႔တဦး ရူးေအာာင္ ခ်စ္ခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။
အခ်စ္ဆုိတာကုိ တန္ဖုိးထား ခ်စ္တတ္လာတာဟာ မင္းနဲ႔မွ ဆုိတာ ခ်စ္သူ ယုံရဲ႕လား။
ၾကံဳဆုံခဲ႔႔တာဟာ ေၾကကြဲဖုိ႔ဆုိတာ သိခဲ႔ရင္ နာရီေတြ ေနာက္ျပန္လွည္႔ ငါခ်စ္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ ခ်စ္ျခင္းေတြ ျပန္လည္ သိမ္းဆည္းခ်င္ရဲ႕။
ဒါေတြ အတိတ္မွာ က်န္ခဲ႔ပါျပီေလ။
တကယ္ေလးေလးနက္နက္ ခ်စ္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ ငါတုိ႔ႏွစ္ေယာက္ရဲ႕ ခ်စ္ျခင္းေတြ လြယ္လြယ္ေလးနဲ႔ ျပီးဆုံးသြားေပမယ္႔ ေနရာတုိင္းမွာ မင္းအရိပ္ေတြ ထင္ေနတုန္းပါ။
ဆုံး႐ႈံးခဲ႔ရတဲ႔ ငါ့အတြက္ ခ်စ္ခဲ႔မိတာ ငါ မွားသြားလား။ အ႐ႈံးနဲ႔အမုန္းဟာ ငါ႔အတြက္မ်ား ျဖစ္ေနလား။ ခ်စ္တတ္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ အခ်စ္အတြက္ ငါ ကံမေကာင္းခဲ႔ဘူးလား။
အတၱမာနကုိ ခဝါခ် မင္းကုိ ခ်စ္ခဲ႔တာ ထာဝရပါ။ ဘယ္ဆီဘယ္ဝယ္ မေသခ်ာေတာ႔ပဲဲ ဇတ္သိမ္းသြားျပီမုိ႔ တမ္းတေနလဲ မထူးေတာ႔ပါဘူး။
မင္း..,
ငါတုိ႔ တည္ေဆာက္ခဲ႔ဲ႔တဲ႔ ခ်စ္ျခင္းေတြကုိ တခ်က္ေလာက္ ျပန္လွည္႔ၾကည္႔ဖုိ႔ ေကာင္းတယ္။
ဟုိတုန္းကလုိ ငါ႔အေပၚ မခ်စ္ႏုိင္ေတာ႔ရင္ေတာင္ ငါတုိ႔ ခ်စ္္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ ခ်စ္ျခင္းေတြ
ငါ..,
သိမ္းထားခြင္႔ရခ်င္ပါရဲ႕။
တကယ္ၾကံဳေတြ႔ခဲ႔ရလုိ႔ ဒါေတြဟာ အိမ္မက္ မဟုတ္ဘူး။
စိတ္ကူးယာဥ္ဆန္ဆန္ ေတြးေတာ ေျပာေနတာ မဟုတ္ဘူး။
ေမ႔ေပ်ာက္မရႏုိင္္လုိိ႔
ေၾကကဲြဆုိ႔နင္႔စြာ တေျမ႔႔ေျမ႔႔ခံစားေနရတာပါ။
ငါ့ရဲ႕ ဆႏၵေတြဟာ
မင္းက ေကာင္းကင္ ဆုိရင္
ငါ တိမ္တုိက္ ျဖစ္ခ်င္တယ္။
မင္းက ပန္းတစ္ပြင့္ ဆုိရင္
ငါ ဝတ္ဆံ ျဖစ္ခ်င္တယ္။
မင္းက တိမ္တုိက္ ဆုိရင္
ငါ သက္တန္႔တစင္း ျဖစ္ခ်င္တယ္။
မင္းရဲ႕
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SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
London, Kensington
09:27AM
Saturday, 16 January 2010
''အဲဒီေန႔က''

အဲဒီေန႔က
ကုိယ့္ရင္ထဲ စဲြမက္စြာ ခ်စ္လာရမယ္႔ ခ်စ္သူကုိ အမွတ္မထင္ ဆုံေတြ႔ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ကုိယ္ရဲ႕ ခ်စ္သူျဖစ္လာရမယ္႔ သူနဲ႔ သူငယ္ခ်င္းအျဖစ္ သိလာခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ ပထမဆုံးအၾကိမ္ Text Message ပုိ႔လာတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ ဖုန္းအၾကာၾကီး စေျပာျဖစ္ခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ Bar မွာ စေသာက္ျဖစ္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ Thames ျမစ္နေဘးမွာ အတူတူ လက္ျခင္းတဲြလုိ႔ လမ္းေလ်ွာက္ျဖစ္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ ကုိယ္႔ကုိ ေထြးဖက္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ႔ရဲ႕ အနမ္းခ်ိဳခ်ိဳကုိ ကုိယ္ လက္ခံခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ ခ်ိဳျမိမ္တဲ႔ ညကုိ အတူ စတင္ျဖတ္သန္းခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ Weekend Short Trip အျဖစ္ South Wales ကုိ ပထမဆုံးအၾကိမ္ ခရီးထြက္ျဖစ္ခဲ့တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ ခ်စ္ျခင္းတရားေတြ ဖလွယ္ေဆြးေႏြးခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ႔ကုိ ကုိယ္ ပထမဆုံးအၾကိမ္ စႏၵယားတီးျပခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ ကုိယ႔္ကုိ ''I love you, baby. I can't live without you.'' လုိ႔ စတင္ေျပာလာတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ Switzerland ကုိ Weekend Break အျဖစ္ ခရီးထြက္ျဖစ္ခဲ့တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ''သူ႕ဘဝအတြက္ အေပ်ာ္ဆုံးေန႔'' လုိ႔ သူ ကုိယ႔္ကုိ ေျပာလာခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ ေပ်ာ္သလုိ ကုိယ္လဲ ေပ်ာ္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ အတူတူ မူးခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ ေနာက္ထပ္ Weekend Break အျဖစ္ Rome ကုိ ခရီးထြက္ျဖစ္ခဲ့တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ႔ရဲ႕ နက္႐ႈိင္းတဲ႔ အျပံဳးတခု ကုိယ့္ရင္ထဲ စြဲက်န္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ႔ရဲ႕ စူးရွတဲ႔ အၾကည္႔ သူ႔ရဲ႕ မ်က္ဝန္းျပာျပာ ကုိယ့္ရင္ထဲ တသက္စာ စဲြထင္ရစ္ေနေစတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ သံေယာဇဥ္ရစ္ဖဲြ႔ေႏွာင္တြယ္လုိ႔ ခ်စ္ျခင္းဆုိတာကုိ နားလည္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ကုိယ္ အခ်စ္ဆုိတာကုိ ေကာင္းေကာင္း ခ်စ္တတ္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ ပထမဆုံးအၾကိမ္ ျငင္းခုံခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ႔ကုိ ကုိယ္ စိတ္ေကာက္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ ကုိယ္႔ကုိ စိတ္ေကာက္ျပီး ျပစ္ထားတာ ၄ရက္ၾကာခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူနဲ႔ကုိယ္ ရန္ျဖစ္ျပန္ခ်စ္ခဲ႔ၾကတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ ကုိယ္႔ကုိ ''တသက္လုံးမခဲြ အတူခ်စ္ၾကမယ္ေနာ္'' လုိ႔ေျပာခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က တကယ္ကုိ ေပါင္းစပ္လုိ႔မရတဲ႔ ကုိယ္တုိ႔ ႏွစ္ေယာက္ရဲ႕ ခ်စ္ျခင္း အဆုံးသတ္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ကုိယ္တုိ႔ ႏွစ္ေယာက္ စခဲ႔တဲ႔ဇတ္လမ္း မျပီးေသးခင္မွာ ေနဝင္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ဆုံး႐ံႈးျခင္းေတြကုိ ရင္မွာေထြးပိုက္လုိ႔ ကုိယ္႔ အိမ္မက္ေတြ ျပီးဆုံးခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ကုိယ္ ေလာင္ျမွိက္စြာ မ်က္ရည္ျဖိဳင္ခဲ႔ရတယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က ကုိယ္႔ရဲ႕ တီးတုိးငုိ႐ႈိက္သံေတြ သူ႔ကုိ သိေစခ်င္ခဲ႔တယ္။
အဲဒီေန႔က သူ႔ရဲ႕အျပံဳး ကုိ သတိရ လြမ္းစြတ္ေနစဲပဲ။
အခုအခ်ိန္အထိ. . ,
သူ႔ကုိ ကုိယ္ တမ္းတစြာနဲ႔ ဆုံႏုိင္ခြင့္ထပ္ရွိရင္လည္း ဆုံခ်င္ေသးပါရဲ႕ ခ်စ္သူ။
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ၾကဳံခဲ႔ရတဲ႔ အဲဒီေန႔ေတြအတြက္ အမွတ္တရ. . .
SMNTL (Soe Borros Roxo)
London, Kensington
21:19PM
